Friday, 24 June 2016

Now Leaving Revision City

Next stop: Reading Town. 

Yep. That's right. 

After two-weeks of proofreading--what I'm now calling KMH--I've finally reached The End. Yay!

And yes, I'm as happy as my Miitomo. :D

I can't believe this novel is finally done. I spent the beginning of the week fine-tuning and making the last few tweaks to the story before FINALLY calling it DONE. And now it's waiting for my daughter to (beta) read during her school holidays. I hope she likes it, because she's been wanting to read this story since it was nothing more than an idea and the beginning of the first chapter.

There are a few things that make this story a special-kinda accomplishment for me. The story idea came to me while listening to one of my most fave songs. I wrote it during NaNoWriMo. It was the story that got me out of my writing slump after several publishing-related knocks last year. There are a few biographical incidents weaved into the mostly fictional narrative. I included a bunch of historical 80s events in it. It's a straight-out coming of age love story with no supernatural elements at all.

Yeah. As you can probably tell, I'm really happy with how this book turned out. When my daughter reads it, I'll plan my next move... but for now, I'm super excited about finishing this project.

So, what's next? I need a serious mental break. Which is very convenient since hubby will have annual leave during the first week of July, and my daughter has a two-week winter break around the same time.

For now, I'm going to concentrate on reading (my review TBR pile is insane!) because I haven't read a single book for OVER TWO WEEKS. *gasp* I also want to take care of a few things I've put off while caught up in my revision frenzy. Yeah, there might be a to-do list involved. LOL.

I have to admit that I'm actually (really) excited about brainstorming and thinking about the project/s that I'd like to tackle next. There are a few ideas that have caught my attention, but I want to concentrate on dreaming about them and browsing for inspirational pics, etc. before committing to any. Plus, I'd love to explore a few short stories. It's been a long time since I've written a short story. Too long, actually.

So many possibilities. :)

I'm excited about putting my concentration on the writing and ideas, instead of the publishing side of things. I'm still not sure about what road I'm going to take when it comes to getting my stories out there, but that's something to consider some other day.

Anyway, I've got an ARC to read, so: See ya!

Thursday, 2 June 2016

A Break During Revision

Can you believe it's June?! And what's even worse is that winter has finally arrived. I can no longer get away with wearing a tee during my morning walk, and that makes me sad. It's back to jackets, jumpers and raincoats. Ugh.

So, in last week's post I mentioned that I would spend this week reading through my WIP. But then, over the weekend I decided not to do that. To give myself more distance from the story, I decided to instead take this week off as well. 

Then I ended up doing some tweaking: searching/replacing overused words, adding an ongoing thread for a forgotten character, and making sure to cross off all major points from my revision list.

When I do the read-thru, I really just want it to be about reading the story from start to finish to make sure everything makes sense. I'll be looking out for typos, missing words, and overall inconsistencies. Hopefully I won't find too much there, but when dealing with a historical, I probably will.

BTW, after the tweaks, the word count has once again crept into 100k territory. Oh well. I don't care. Whatever it takes to get the story across is cool with me. But I don't want to touch the ms at all until then.

Instead, I've been sorting through some random stuff, which includes trying to figure out what review book to read next. I HAVE SO MANY! O_o

Speaking of reviews, I read two AWESOME books last week:

I wanted to mention these two books because I LOVED both of them for completely different reasons. GoF is such a messed up, twisty tale about the power of obsessive female friendship set during the early 1990's. TLoDB is a beautiful tale of forbidden love between two starcrossed teenagers on-board a spaceship.

Like I said, very different stories but awesome in their own way. They're already on my Keeper Shelf. There's just something really special about reading a book you love so much that you keep thinking about it long after you're finished. Love that!

Anyway. That's about it for now. I just hope that the weather picks up a bit, because these dark and dreary rainy days totally suck.

Have a good week!

Wednesday, 1 June 2016


The Bombs That Brought Us Together
Fourteen-year-old Charlie Law has lived in Little Town, on the border with Old Country, all his life. He knows the rules: no going out after dark; no drinking; no litter; no fighting. You don't want to get on the wrong side of the people who run Little Town. When he meets Pavel Duda, a refugee from Old Country, the rules start to get broken. Then the bombs come, and the soldiers from Old Country, and Little Town changes for ever. 

Sometimes, to keep the people you love safe, you have to do bad things. As Little Town's rules crumble, Charlie is sucked into a dangerous game. There's a gun, and a bad man, and his closest friend, and his dearest enemy. 

 Charlie Law wants to keep everyone happy, even if it kills him. And maybe it will ...

I received the hardback version of this book from Bloomsbury Australia, and thought the cover was both bright and disturbing. I mean, check out the bombs! :/

Regardless, it's a really nice book. I'm kinda fussy about hardbacks, and really liked the look of this one.

Charlie Law lives in Little Town with his parents. Little Town borders the Old Country, and the two don't get along. The Regime in Little Town is strict and delivers harsh penalties to those who steal or break curfew. Charlie's a good boy: he goes to school, likes to read and stays off the radar, but when refugees from Old Country move in next door and Charlie befriends Pavel Duda, he's determined to teach him the lingo and keep him safe. Because there are a lot of people eager to make the Duda family feel unwelcome.

Charlie's mother has asthma, so he's always eager to help by walking several miles to get her inhaler. But when Old Country decides to attack Little Town and then soldiers move in, Charlie makes a few decisions that lead him down a very dangerous path...

This is such a unique book. Even after reading the blurb I wasn't sure what the genre was, but once  I got stuck into the story there was no denying that it's a dystopian book.

The people of Little Town aren't just in constant fear of what the neighbouring Old Country will do next, they're also oppressed by their own Regime. Everyone lives under the watchful eye of the Big Man, and anyone who breaks the rules either suffers the punishment or ends up owing him. Yeah, it's not a fair life.

The Bombs That Brought Us Together is an interesting, yet disturbing book. Interesting, because the friendship angle is done very well. Charlie is ferocious about helping his friend. And disturbing because the town is run by a man who knows how to keep people down, as well as put children in situations where they become indebted to him.

I also found the writing style to be as unique as Charlie's voice.

The Bombs That Brought Us Together, May 2016, ISBN 9781408855744, Bloomsbury Childrens

Sunday, 29 May 2016


A love story from the deepest reaches of our universe 

It is that quick, that strong, that beautiful. And it is also totally impossible. 

 Even though she knows it's impossible, Seren longs to have the sunshine on her skin. It's something she feels she needs to stay sane. But when you're hurtling through space at thousands of kilometres an hour, sometimes you have to accept there are things you cannot change. 

Except that the arrival of Dom in her life changes everything in ways she can barely comprehend. He becomes the sun for her, and she can't help but stay in his orbit. To lose him would be like losing herself . . . 

In the dark, can a heart still hope?

This book caught my attention after reading the mysterious blurb. I was curious, and loved the cover too. So I was really excited when Hachette Australia sent me a copy. And even more excited when the story hooked me in as soon as I started reading.

Seren Hemple dreams of a better life. She lives on Ventura, a ship in outer space that is following a signal to a distant star system called Epsilon Eridani. It might be a coded message no one can decipher, but the generational mission continues. Because a human lifespan couldn't survive the long voyage, there are a bunch of rules kept in place to ensure that the mission is passed on from one generation to another. And that includes a very strict, predetermined union and breeding program.

Teenagers are assigned a life partner and a job after finishing Education. When Seren is partnered with a boy she dislikes and can't stand, her bored life goes from bad to worse. But everything changes when she meets the handsome and charismatic Domingo Suarez. He's nice, fun to be around and they have real conversations, but they're not supposed to spend time together. Especially when it becomes obvious that there's a deep mutual attraction neither can fight no matter how hard they try.

Rules are not meant to be broken on the Ventura, and when Seren defiantly denies her preassigned path in life she puts both of their lives in danger...

Wow. This book is amazing! Seriously, I got so caught up in Seren's story, I couldn't wait to see where it led. There are so many ups and downs, but her strength showed through every single obstacle she faced. I loved her tenacity and the passionate way she falls so deeply in love with Dom, and slowly starts to realise that life is indeed worth living. She just needed a reason. It's not just falling in love, because she also discovers what a treasure true friendship can be. And that sometimes, the dreams of breaking free from the tin can she calls home might be a possibility after all.

Everything about the world on-board Ventura is vivid and so well constructed that I felt like one of the unfortunate passengers. The secondary characters were also interesting, especially Dom (who is a sweetheart) and Mariana (who is strong and understanding). I even kinda liked Ezra. Kinda. Seren's family were so frustrating because they were willing to follow the rules to the point of forsaking her. Still, how else were they supposed to act when these stringent rules were set before they were even born?

The Loneliness of Distant Beings is a beautiful love story. It's also an intriguing sci-fi story that took me on an emotional and wild ride through the Ventura. It truly was a delight to read! Such a wonderful and unexpected surprise. A story that I'll never forget and will definitely have a place on my Keeper Shelf.

I loved everything about this book.

The Loneliness of Distant Beings, June 2016, ISBN 9781510200166, Little, Brown

Wednesday, 25 May 2016

GIRLS ON FIRE by Robin Wasserman

Every parent knows their teenage daughter has secrets - but some secrets are beyond their wildest imaginings... This is not a story of bad things happening to bad girls. I say this because I know you, Dex, and I know how you think. 

 I'm going to tell you a story, and this time, it will be the truth. 

Hannah Dexter is a nobody, ridiculed at school by golden girl Nikki Drummond and bored at home. But in their junior year of high school, Nikki's boyfriend walks into the woods and shoots himself. In the wake of the suicide, Hannah finds herself befriending new girl Lacey and soon the pair are inseparable, bonded by their shared hatred of Nikki. 

Lacey transforms good girl Hannah into Dex, a Doc Marten and Kurt Cobain fan, who is up for any challenge Lacey throws at her. The two girls bring their combined wills to bear on the community in which they live; unconcerned by the mounting discomfort that their lust for chaos and rebellion causes the inhabitants of their parochial small town, they think they are invulnerable. 

But Lacey has a secret, about life before her better half, and it's a secret that will change everything... 

This is a book that caught my eye as soon as I saw the thought-provoking cover. Funny how such a simple image can conjure so much intrigue. And when I read the blurb, I knew it was a book I would love to read.

Thanks to Hachette Australia, I did. :)

Hannah 'Dex' Dexter is a good girl. She's also boring, disconnected, is often ridiculed, has no real dreams or aspirations, and really hates the very popular Nikki Drummond. But when fate--in the form of the mysterious Lacey--steps into her path after a very unfortunate and embarrassing event, her life changes forever.

Lacey Champlain is a bad girl. She's exciting, comes from an unstable home, is full of ideas, has many stories to tell, is full of dreams and thoughts, plus she loves Kurt Cobain. He's her God and she worships everything about him and his music. But when fate presents her with a potential new girl to fill the void, her life takes a new turn.

Together, Dex and Lacey start a friendship that is both toxic and wonderful. In each other they find true companionship, as well as the undertones of manipulation sure to tear them apart. But there's something worse than Lacey's manipulation between them, there are secrets that could burn everything to the ground. Secrets related to the awful incident that happened in the woods, a suicide that rocked the town...

Wow. Yeah. This book is an amazing piece of storytelling, sometimes uncomfortable and even cruel. It hooks you in and takes you hostage, keeps you invested in the insane story unfolding in the alternating POVs of Dex and Lacey. One is telling the events as they happen, the other is offering a sort-of confessional. But both reveal their inner thoughts and secrets they kept hidden beneath the surface. Until both stories meet in the one pivotal point in time guaranteed to make or break them.

I was actually in my late teens during the time this book was set (1991-92) and was also infected by the intoxicating Nirvana bug. I might not have worshipped Kurt Cobain like Lacey did, but I was affected by his vision. It made me dig deeper, look for more meaning, and refuse to settle for what was preached. In a way, his words and attitude spoke to the turbulence of teens facing the last decade of the 20th century. Which makes what happened to him that much more of a tragedy.

But anyway, back to the story.

I especially liked how the strengths, weaknesses and cunning of girls is explored. Being born female automatically sets you back, and society manages to drum that into us. But how this story showcased the many ways females can empower each other as well as tear each other down was fascinating. I also loved how the push of influence drives one character to become a completely different person, and the other to develop a dependency she hadn't expected. 

Girls on Fire is an intriguing and powerful story about female friendships at their thrilling best, as well as their toxic worst. This book is beautifully written. Not just in the amazing way that it captured the confusing time that was the early 1990's, but also via the vivid imagery that throws the reader right into small town Battle Creek, and gives us a peek at the dark secrets buried beneath. At the denial so many parents cling to, the lies they tell themselves to get through the day, and how hard they fake happiness.

I loved everything about this story. The harsh truths and 'sins' of the children are sometimes hard to face, but that doesn't make them go away.

Yeah, like I said: powerful. And totally messed up.

Girls on Fire, May 2016, ISBN 9781408707111, Little, Brown

Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Revision Plan Complete!

So. Here we are, two weeks later. And fast approaching the end of May. Yikes. 

I'm not happy about how quickly this year is moving. O_o

Last Friday I completed the third draft of my 1980's YA novel. Yay. I ended up cutting a bunch of words. Well, to be honest, I deleted a whole chapter and then some. Which was sad, because I really liked that chapter. It was a lot of fun to write. One of those vivid scenes I could see so clearly inside my mind, it felt like the montage part of the story. LOL.

Oh well. If this book ever gets published, maybe I can post this cut scene on my blog as an extra. :P

Now, let's get the numbers out of the way...

New word count is: 99,804.
Page count is now: 276.

I ended up cutting over 5k words.

I'm happy with that!

Yesterday, I opened the document again so I could take care of the sticky notes Tweak List I had left over from Friday. And that's also done, which means it's time to put it away for a bit.

Next week, I'll put the ms on my Kindle and read it from start to finish. The story always looks different when read on my Paperwhite. It makes glaring mistakes stand out. After that, it's time to pass it onto my daughter. She's gonna beta read the novel for me, and has actually been looking forward to it since I first showed her the very rough beginning.

Hope she likes it.

Well, there you have it. I'm one step closer to reaching the end of this story. That's why personal goals are so important. They keep your mind sharp and the hunger of writing fed. Until this project is done, I can't bring myself to concentrate on anything else.

I guess this means that the rest of this week will be dedicated to catching up on all the things I neglected during my frenzied third draft binge.

Have a great week!

Wednesday, 18 May 2016

RUIN AND RISING by Leigh Bardugo

Now Alina's story reaches its incredible conclusion in RUIN AND RISING. 

 The capital has fallen. The Darkling rules Ravka from his shadow throne. Alina will have to forge new alliances and put aside old rivalries as she and Mal race to find the last of Morozova's amplifiers. But as Alina begins to unravel the Darkling's secrets, she reveals a past that will forever alter her understanding of the bond they share and the power she wields. The firebird is the one thing that stands between Ravka and destruction - but claiming it could cost Alina the very future she is fighting for.

The other day I decided it was time to find out how the Grisha Trilogy ends, so I got stuck into it.

Alina Starkov might be hailed as a Saint by her followers, but after almost dying during her latest encounter with the Darkling, she's weak and damaged. So much that she can no longer connect to her power source because she's been living underground for months.

The Apparat is attempting to come across as someone who worships the Sun Summoner and is only concerned with keeping her safe, but he's doing the opposite. He's power hungry and wants to control every facet of her life. To isolate her from her friends and allies, keep her under his watchful eye so he can control the masses in her name, and make sure she doesn't go anywhere.

But Alina wants to find the firebird so she can amplify her power enough to defeat the Darkling. That's the only way they're going to overthrow and overcome the dark ruler who is obsessed with her power and is more determined than ever to destroy everything...

Yep. This is how you complete a trilogy.

The narrative and action is well balanced with the emotional and shocking events that unfold. The setting takes us from the depths of an underground cathedral to the exhilarating heights of a mountain fortress. Plus the twists and turns don't stop coming, and keep you guessing until the final battle. 

Ruin and Rising is an explosive conclusion to an intriguing and addictive trilogy. The mythology is as rich in this book as it was in the previous two books, and delves even deeper. The biggest revelation took me by surprise and turned out to be shocking and heartbreaking. The ending is both sad and exciting. It's also very satisfying

I especially liked that everything ended where it began.

Now it's time to read the new series set in this world...

Ruin and Rising, July 2015, ISBN 9781780621845, Indigo

Monday, 16 May 2016

So, I got my rights back...

Yep. That's right.

Remember that book I was really excited about contracting with Samhain Publishing last year? It was called RAISING SOME HELL and had an awesome cover made by the brilliant Kanaxa. RSH also happens to be the second book in the Elsewhere duology. The first one, HELL OF A RIDE, is already available, and will be until Samhain closes its doors.

As it turns out, the timing for RSH was (unfortunately) all wrong. Because we hadn't started the editing process at the time Samhain announced it was closing, this book didn't meet the cut-off. The positive outcome is that I was eligible to get my rights reverted. And last week, I got the letter. But, getting the rights back turned out to be a lot more bittersweet than I expected.

While it's awesome that Samhain Publishing were super efficient and emailed the letter to me ASAP, this story is now left in a weird spot called Limbo. I don't know what I'm going to do with RSH. The duology has been split. A duology I was very excited about sharing. 

You see, I was lucky enough to have the Sierra Fox series entirely published (in both eBook and paperback) by Samhain Publishing. Then I wrote the spin-off duology featuring two of my favourite secondary characters: Lavie and Willow. These two girls had a LOT more stories to tell and I was ecstatic about sharing their separate novels.

These two books were supposed to round out all the stories I had planned to write in Sierra's world. Willow's book takes place 5 years after A STITCH ON TIME, and we get to find out where Sierra is now. So it's disappointing that it wasn't released alongside the others.

Yeah, a total bummer.

I don't know where to go from here with this story. Not yet.

Do I sub RSH somewhere and hope someone is willing to publish a stand-alone that fits into a larger world? Do I think about self-publishing? Or do I just let the book sit on my hard drive? I honestly don't know. I've already got a bunch of homeless books sitting on my hard drive from the DB/EP debacle. 


The state of the publishing industry is too shaky at the moment. Too many companies are closing, others are merging, a lot of authors are choosing the self-pub route. The competition is fierce, it's hard to stand out. It's all too hard and confusing right now.

I feel like I've reached a crossroads in my writing adventure. I'm looking to my left and right, trying to figure out where to turn.

One of these days I'm sure I'll make a decision about RSH, but for now--since no one's honking behind me yet--I'm just going to keep the engine idling at the crossroads.

Hold on, is that a semi I see in my rearview mirror? ;)

Decisions, decisions.

Sunday, 15 May 2016


An unforgettable thriller from an incredible new author. Father wants sixteen-year-old Castley and her five siblings to hide from the world. Living in a falling-down house deep in the woods, he wants to bury their secrets where noone will ever find them. 

Father says they are destined to be together forever. In heaven. Father says the sooner they get there, the better. 

But Castley wants to be normal. She wants to kiss boys and wear jean shorts. 


As soon as I read the blurb for this book, I knew I wanted to read it. 

Castella Cresswell is sixteen and part of a big family. Castley has five brothers and sisters--Caspar, Mortimer, Delvive, Jerusalem, Hannan--and happens to be a triplet. The townspeople call them freaks because they live in a big rundown house in the middle of the woods, and because they dress like they belong in another century. Not to mention that their father is a super strict man obsessed with God and reaching heaven. He expects them to keep to themselves and doesn't accept outsiders. He also insists that God speaks to him. 

Since the authorities interfered and all the kids were forced to go to school, they've started to mingle with people their age. But the teenagers have also started to feel typical growing pains and personal desires--things their father doesn't approve of. Their mother is a damaged woman in a wheelchair. A devoted wife who believes everything her husband says, is always reading his scriptures, and isn't much of a mother. 

In spite of the way she's been raised and the isolated world she lives in, Castley is curious. She's adventurous, reckless and likes the freedom of escaping into the woods in the middle of the night with her brothers. The more she sees of the outside world, the more she starts to question everything her father preaches.

Will her rebellious ways lead to the truth about the Cresswells, or will she destroy the family? And what will happen when the awful truth is revealed? 

Yikes. Wow. Amazing.

The mysterious and very religious world the Cresswell kids are forced to live in is scary. The super creepy rules and regulations Father puts the kids through made for a very suspenseful read. The fear is vivid and leaps off the page as much as their need to not disappoint Father, and keep their faith strong. 

Castley is such a strong character. She's the heart and soul of the family. A shining star lost in all this darkness. She loves her siblings and is willing to do whatever it takes to save them, even if they turn against her. The relationship between Castley, Caspar and Mortimer is complicated, but it's a deeper bond than the other siblings seem to have. And the way Castley reacts and deals with her own attraction to a boy was outstanding.

In the Dark, In the Woods is a beautiful, creepy and heartbreaking book. It's lyrical, intoxicating and sad. This is the story of a bizarre family led astray by their secretive patriarch, and a girl who just wants the chance to be normal. And it will also haunt you long after the last page.

I LOVED this book SO MUCH. Not only is it going on my keeper shelf, but I'm sure I will read it again in the near future.


I have to thank Hachette Australia for sending me a copy of this awesome book.

In the Dark, In the Woods, June 2016, ISBN 9781784299910, Quercus Children's Books

Friday, 13 May 2016

THE LEAVING by Tara Altebrando

The Leaving
Eleven years ago, six kindergartners went missing without a trace. After all that time, the people left behind moved on, or tried to. 

 Until today. Today five of those kids return. They're sixteen, and they are . . . fine. Scarlett comes home and finds a mom she barely recognizes, and doesn't really recognize the person she's supposed to be, either. But she thinks she remembers Lucas. Lucas remembers Scarlett, too, except they're entirely unable to recall where they've been or what happened to them. Neither of them remember the sixth victim, Max--the only one who hasn't come back. Which leaves Max's sister, Avery, wanting answers. She wants to find her brother--dead or alive--and isn't buying this whole memory-loss story. But as details of the disappearance begin to unfold, no one is prepared for the truth. 

This is another ARC I received from Bloomsbury Australia. As soon as I read the blurb and saw the creepy cover, I was intrigued.

Eleven years ago, six kindergarten children vanished. No one ever found out what happened to them and the police investigation went nowhere. Yet the town never forgot, and their families unravelled in their absence. Now, five of these kids have returned: dumped in a playground with no memories and vague directions on how to get home. They're sixteen, and don't remember where they've been all this time. Actually, they don't seem to remember much.

Trying to fit into their old lives is hard, because they don't even recognise their family. One of the kids even stumbles into tragedy. Plus everyone is quick to judge. Some people think they're lying. Others suspect they're planning something. And the rest just want answers, especially about Max--the kid who didn't return. The media goes crazy and plasters their story all over the TV, but no one can help these teenagers figure out what happened.

As the five start to recall strange glimpses and associative sensations, Scarlett and Lucas become obsessed with figuring out why they feel a certain pull towards each other. But all they get are dead ends and more questions than answers...

Okay, I finished this book last night and needed some time to process this story because I have so many mixed feelings about it. On one hand, I loved it. On the other hand, I didn't. And mostly, I think I was just disappointed.

The premise totally hooked me from the very beginning. Enough for me to ignore the odd, choppy writing style. The story is told in the POV of two of the kids: Scarlett and Lucas. Plus the younger sister of the boy who doesn't come back: Avery. While I found Lucas interesting at the start, I mostly looked forward to reading about Scarlett because I found her fascinating. But I couldn't stand Avery. She's annoying, rude, selfish, treats her supposed boyfriend and best friend like crap. She was a mean character and I found her POV painful to read. There was just nothing that made me want to invest time in her. Not even her family situation made me sympathetic towards her. She was just awful and the weakest link in this book.

Another thing that was flimsy was the romantic angle, which was going one way and then suddenly switched. The turn came out of nowhere and so abrupt that I just didn't buy the Lucas/Avery thing. At all. I did like the connection between the returned kids, though. And the mystery at the heart of the story was captivating, especially the whole memory study concept and that creepy book they find.

But there was something that kept me at arm's length... especially towards the end. :/

The Leaving is an intriguing book with a fascinating mystery and a concept that hooked me in instantly. There are some really cool things about this story--the returned kids, the memory angle, Scarlett's unique point of view--but the overall execution ultimately lets the story down. Even though there are answers, I was left feeling hollow after I read the last page.

Like I said above, there's just something about the story that didn't click with me. I have a feeling it was Avery. I think I might have enjoyed this a whole lot more if Kristen's POV, or even Sarah's, had taken Avery's place. But that's just me, *shrug*

PS. Am I the only one who noticed a code in Scarlett's name? ;)

The Leaving, June 2016, ISBN 9781619638037, Bloomsbury USA Childrens

Wednesday, 11 May 2016

WHISPER TO ME by Nick Lake

Whisper to Me
'I love you. I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm going to write it all down, explain everything that happened, why I broke your heart, and then I'm going to email it to you. I will be waiting for you at 5 p.m. Friday by the windmill hole at the crazy golf at the Pier where we played once. If you still want me then, when you're done reading this, come and get me. OK? Consider this the most screwed up love letter ever.' 

 So begins Nick Lake's brilliant tour de force romance which introduces readers to Cassie, a New Jersey Shore teen who, over the course of one summer, experiences the exhilarating highs of new love, the frightening free falls of personal demons and family tragedy, and the bumps along the way to forgiveness, acceptance, and self-discovery. Told entirely through flashbacks, readers will savour every moment of Cassie's relationship with a boardwalk boy and race to the last page to discover how it all ends. 

Last year I read an amazing book called THERE WILL BE LIES by Nick Lake. So when I received this ARC from Bloomsbury Australia, I was really excited. I couldn't wait to get stuck into another stand-alone book by this author.

Cassie lives in the New Jersey Shore with her ex-Navy SEAL father. She doesn't have many friends, and is actually considered to be a bit of a social pariah because anyone who gets involved with her seems to either become a tragedy, or at least witness one. She's lonely, isn't tech-savvy and pretty much doesn't know how to associate with others.

School's almost out for the summer and Cassie is determined to catch up on some drawing by the beach, while avoiding the creepy-crawly collection in her father's den. However, the day she discovers a shoe on the beach, she starts hearing a mean voice inside her head. A voice that insults her, tells her to hurt herself and is louder than her own thoughts. This is around the same time she meets a boy. A guy who's renting the apartment above her father's garage so he can work at the pier. He's nice and friendly, but she keeps him at arm's length.

Cassie's got issues. She's going through a lot of stuff and has trouble processing everything. Falling in love while trying to deal with the harmful voice inside her head and lying to everyone who is trying to help her cope, isn't great timing. But even her treatment is working against her, because this is how she makes a real friend. Someone who seems to understand her and lights up her life in an unexpected way. A friend who also inadvertently leads Cassie down the very familiar path of tragedy.

This is Cassie's letter to the boy she loves. An email she plans to send to the one person she hurt the most. She's finally ready to reveal her deepest secrets, fears and the very personal journey she embarked on during the summer... and hopes he'll forgive her.

Okay. Let me just take a deep breath and exhale, because this book is heavy. I'm not kidding. The sheer weight of the emotional impact of this story is something that I felt instantly. It kept building and hooking me deeper into the narrative, and didn't let up until the very last word.

Cassie is not an easy narrator to follow. She goes through so many ups and downs, her decisions are sometimes so frustrating you want to shake her because she truly doesn't see that the people she's pushing away and lying to actually want to help. They want the best for her, but because she's so caught up in trying to avoid the real issues, she's constantly trying to find somewhere else to put all her focus. In a way, it's how she escapes the truth. How she runs away from the one pivotal incident that changed her life forever.

I really liked the format. It's very informal and covers different storytelling techniques--all of them work for this engrossing book. I also appreciated the very complicated relationship she has with her father. They're both so fragile and afraid to be totally honest that it totally pulled at my heartstrings. And the boy she falls for? He was such a kind soul.

Whisper to Me is an intense and very captivating book. It's often odd and even bizarre. Sometimes, even uncomfortable to read because the sadness can become overwhelming, and the heartbreak tears the reader apart. I went through a roller-coaster ride of emotions while reading the heartfelt words Cassie spills onto the page in her desperate need to be understood by a person she truly cares about.

Just for the record, I liked Cassie. I felt bad for the sadness that affects and warps her. And I wanted to give her a hug.

I really enjoyed this touching book, and look forward to reading more stories by this author.

Whisper To Me, June 2016, ISBN 9781408853863, Bloomsbury Childrens

Tuesday, 10 May 2016

This week, I have a plan!

So. A new week is here.

After a super busy weekend, which included lining up early in the morning for Free Comic Book Day, this week I've decided to tackle the third draft revision of my 1980s YA novel. Yep. And I started yesterday.

I managed to revise 33/289 pages. That's actually quite good, considering that when I tackled the second draft in March I only managed 9 pages on the first day. Ouch! 

Of course, that draft turned out to be more of a rewrite than a revision. O.o

I've set myself the goal of getting this draft done by next Friday. That's two weeks to get the third draft done before passing it off to my daughter. This will be the second YA book I've written in the last few years. And yes, my daughter read that one too. She loved it, and also happens to be the only person who's read that dystopian YA.

So, what is this 1980's WIP I've mentioned before? Well, it's a story that hit me while listening to one of my favourite songs from my teens: HEAVEN by Warrant. I've always loved this song and even had the cassingle. LOL. Anyway, it's set in the late 80's and is the story of a teenager who is dealing with first love and strong friendships, while going through a lot of other changes. It's pretty much a contemporary story, but would be considered a historical because of the year/setting.

I'm really excited about working on this draft. I wrote the first draft during NaNoWriMo in a frenzy of words, hairspray, leather and loud music. :P I had a blast telling this story and reconnecting with my actual teenage years. Here's a fun fact: I was the same age as the narrator during the year it was set, and share a lot of interests with her. Plus, she's the same age as my daughter is right now! Fun, right? ;)

Another thing that makes this story stand out for me is that it happens to be the book that got me out of my horrible writing slump last year. Letting several publishing issues affect my output was awful, and getting lost in this book helped me find my way back to writing.

Well, that's my writing goals for this month. Asides from that, I'm still going to keep reading as much as I can and doing all the other daily odd jobs that come hand in hand with working from home. It's amazing just HOW MUCH you do in a day when you're at home most of the day!

Have a good week.

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