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Wednesday 2 March 2011

Sigh

Yesterday turned out to be an odd and kinda confusing day.

Y'know how I've been talking about that YA/UF novel I've been itching to write and even got started on? Well, it turns out that it's not as ready to be told as I thought it was. I sat down to write and nothing came. Well, only one page. It really put me off, and kinda upset me too. This kind of thing doesn't happen much to me. When I get stuck into a story I go with it until the end. This time... not so much.

I don't know. Maybe I rushed into it quicker than I usually do. Maybe I'm just really tired and can't seem to concentrate on anything for too long. Or maybe I'm just distracted. I've been busy making several real-life appointments for later this month, and don't think my head's where it should be right now. I'm also kinda waiting for several edits to hit my Inbox, and that sometimes makes me feel like my head's on pause until they arrive. I don't know.

*taking a deep breath*

Whatever it is, I've decided not to push myself (or my muse) into writing this story. Instead, I'm going to grab myself a notebook and try to make some sort of plan. See, that's another thing. I've made a very loose writing plan for 2011, but nothing concrete. I think I need to do that ASAP.

Anyway. This morning I feel like a cold's hit me upside the head. My nose is blocked, my head feels heavy, and my eyes are watering. Not to mention that because I'm a klutz, I smacked the side of my head against the windowsill yesterday. Ouch! I've got a small lump over my left eyebrow. :*(

Just not feeling like myself today. I hope the day gets better from here...

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